Hi Everyone,
One day your going to meet someone so special you'll forget life before them.
You will slowly start to love that person without you even knowing it, and honestly that is the best way to fall in love.
One day they are going to return the feelings, maybe not in the same way, but they WILL love you too.
And then when they tell you, you will freak out. You will either let a smile take over you face, and laugh as they embrace you, or you will be filled with fear.
The fear that they might disappear. That eventually they might leave you, so you sit there, expressionless, even though in the inside you are killing yourself, begging yourself to say something, tell them that you like them too.
But they don't understand the love you have for them, and they will feel rejected. They will slowly become distant, the jokes aren't the same and time you spend together doesn't feel the same, all because you didn't have the courage to speak out.
Eventually you will both be in different classes, and the only time you say 'hi' is when you pass each other in the hallways or when you miss him.
Three years later, when you don't talk any more, he won't understand that you still love him.
He doesn't understand that you miss him so much it physically hurts. He won't understand that you regret everyday that you didn't tell him. Because now you really have lost him.
You will slowly become only a distant memory to him, and you will tell your friends that you have a crush on him, and they won't understand why because they don't know what happened between you two.
You will be in the same class, and never speak because you refuse to acknowledge the past.
Every time you see him, you wish that he would knew what you are thinking, because if he did he would feel so loved that he would forget about time you spent apart.
He will suddenly remember you again.
But that rarely happens, because you missed your chance.
Everyday you regret not saying the words, 'I like you too.'
The time you spend alone, you wish he was there, and that's how you know you messed up.
- VA -
|This was just a story that I wrote, part of it fictional, some of it real, but I wanted to upload it on my blog and not Wattpad or anything because the chance of someone I know reading my blog is One in a Million.|
Until Next Time,
Stay Lovely, Vanessa.
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